Yatp 2.0

Yatp 2.0
Excuses to explain what it isn't
to lie to yourself
I'm a bucket with a hole, I had the sea
now I am dried out
You are an apple with a worm
Nice on the outside, rotten inside
I'm talking to a wall
You never listen, neither shut up
You are...
You are the pain

I don't even try
I don't really mind
I don't care if you are OK
'cause I'm not OK
Even if I could
Even if I'd want to
I don't care if you are OK
'cause I'm not with you
You are not the patient
You are the pain
I'm walking on the ledge
you are the wind which blows sand into my eyes
I'm driving down a hill
You are the truck approaching from behind
You are...
I don't even try
I don't really mind
I don't care if you are OK
'cause I'm not OK
Even if I could
Even if I'd want to
I don't care if you are OK
'cause I'm not with you
You are not the patient
You are the pain
You are not what feeds me
You're not what sets me free
You are not what pleased me
You are not my inner peace
You were not the sweetheart
You were not the warm hug
You were not what I needed
You are the opposite of me
You are not the patient
You are the pain

Beat me hard, hit me
It's a way to run away
away from you
Beat me hard, hit me