Again

Again
You woke up 4 AM, you are sad again
you don't want it anymore, you hate your life
you don't want to confront it, you pretend to be asleep
you are afraid of the dawn
The cock crows, something smells different today
she smiles at you
you say it's a cycle, it's normal, it happens
the spark waits to ignite everything

You need to spend more money than yesterday to hide your pain
Are you afraid of losing everything tonight
you are not the first one
you are in a labyrinth with no exit
you deserve a new life
You need to drink, more alcohol than yesterday to drawn your hate
Be born again
Untie the rope
get off the toilet
throw up the key
unlock the door
and get away
Get away
Don't give her the pleasure to see you hung
You need to be higher than yesterday to be dead
Be born again