I'm not here

I'm not here
The reality
Is more and more deep
I hardly get wáter for my veins
I still refuse to leave this world
Why live when dead
Look at me
I’m not here
in this place,
don’t call me
don’t blame me
don’t heal me
I wanna a be sick
I wanna a be sick

Short springs with
everlsating blooms
why not breath only this perfume
why not die
and be complete,
well, honestly
Look at me
I’m not here
in this place,
don’t call me
don’t blame me
don’t heal me
I wanna a be sick
I wanna a be sick
(The bottle smashed on the floor and the cap went off
The liquid was absorbedby soil)
Why don’t melt and drain
Why don’t melt and drain
Why don’t melt and drain
Why don’t melt and drain