Wreckingball

Wreckingball
...keep drawing outside the lines. time
escapes me blind. the mind wanders...
i swear that thing, it ain't mine...a teasing disease...
a wreckingball.
seemed so sane, this mess around me.
red-caped wonder falls sooner than later,
as far as i've seen.
no hero great enough to undo crimes i keep commiting.
"the good guys finish last": it's his try at getting past
the whole past. don't you understand?
it's the secrets we keep keeping.
it comes faster than me.
i know i can count nothing too high.
you don't have to shout this close to me.
seemed so sane, this mess around me.