Hummingbird

Hummingbird
Every word hangs in my head
like a hummingbird.
it's buzzing echo's all that i heard.
not done with this yet...think we got an angel.
not done with this yet...
my heart beats so hard, it hurts.
just tell me if i could be wrong, and
what is worth the work?
is "us" worth saving? have i put shame in the whole idea?
...and the night comes in spasm.
i sleep in my dirt.
i'm forgetful 'til my dreams replay the worst.
...and i'm not just the devil...
but didn't i bring us both to hell?
i'm not just you're devil.
my heart beats black and blue.
...in the blink of an eye, fast as a
hummingbird flying by...