The Beast House

The Beast House
Welcome to the beast house, your back so soon
like youve never been, on every full moon
and i am starting to realize for the first time
if i dont get out soon, im really going to die
as though it is meant to be i cant think straight
my mind is a blur and it is fluttering with hate
To the beast i am nothing, or so shell say
here in the lair, trying not to see another day
because pain heals in time
soon we will all die
now you can f*** god because i am still alive
Things will get better, or so the beast will sing
but nothing has changed, its the same fuc*** thing
its last breakdown, it fuc*** flew
cursing of dissaproval on everything i do
if this will continue, fuc*** tell me atleast
because someday my spirit will rest in peace
To the beast i have nothing important to say
now in the forest wondering if ill see another day
or if i will be saved in time
not left here to die
and i fuc*** blambe god because im still alive

But there is new hope with a blessing from a friend
i can defeat the beast and be standing at the end
because i will no longer fuc*** bleed
for the addiction that i would feed
i kept telling myself it is all in my head
the rejection is killing me, but im already dead
I dont care anymore what the beast will say
still breathing the air, thankful i woke up today
i have yet to be saved in time,
but i no longer wish to die
and i thank god because i made it alive.