After I Wake

After I Wake
Lonley burdened by the demon's curse
i live in a hole i dug out first
i can live another life genuinely fake
maybe another time maybe after i wake
i can see the fire burning inside
i feel the heat dictating lies
remember when i used to date you
as god as my witness i hate you
And so here i am today
you say im not the same
but i havent changed my ways
dont believe what i say
i will never change
nor will i display
courage in a case
after i wake
After i wake
You remember what you said i did and nothing else
you never gave me a chance to defend myself
so much time went by in the hour glass lens
no i do not still want us to be friends
today is not a brand new day, no not yet
i hate you but you really seem to forget
i do not think about you our time was rotten
but i'll try anyway but you're easly forgotten
And so here i am today
you say im not the same
but i havent changed my ways
dont believe what i say
i will never change
nor will i display
courage in a case
after i wake
After i wake
after i wake
after i wake
after i wake