All Of This Revisited

All Of This Revisited
There used to be a time
I stuck my head in the sand
But I didn't notice
I didn't notice
Life isn't always what you expect
But I didn't notice
I didn't notice
There used to be a time
I was so in control
But I didn't notice

I didn't notice
You were gone
I want something to break
I want something to give
I want something to live
I want everything else
I want something to break
I want something to give
My life is fan of impossible unsolvable routine
I want something to break
I want something to give
I want something to live
I want everything else
I want something to break
I want something to change
When I look back
I see a trail of deceit
But I didn't notice
I didn't notice
There were always be
A child inside of me
But I didn't notice
I didn't notice