Amanda

Amanda
Listen long, long enough, you can love me
I'll be just yours, you can hold me
Even let you undress my mind
Save it, play it, watch it then press rewind
I can give you what you need
I can give you what you need

I've been looking in your direction, pursuing what I would do with you
Wondering if you would still feel me, if you just knew the truth
Don't got a heart, before you get too attached
Cause in the end, every girl looks at me, they're like, "who are you"
I've been fuc*** in more ways than a couple
And I don't need you to be stuck with the trouble
Cause my emotion with these women is different than you'd expect
I'm fuc*** sick and I'm tired of hearing them all rebuttal
I don't need a fuc*** reason why you're walking out
And if you are, there ain't shit for us to be talking about
There's a long list of the shit I need and I know it
And if you can't fill the spots, then f*** it, don't show up
It won't be the first time I had to witness this shit
Sick of this shit
F*** these feelings with the tip of my dick
Listen to this
You tried to play me for a bitch and some shit?
Then take your games and have them sit on my dick
I never loved you for my goddamn health
Your touch is worth a million, baby, f*** my goddamn wealth
Am I stupid for loving you when I knew it wasn't equal?
I should have left for my goddamn self
You're everything I wanted, you're my all in one
My mind races when I saw you touch
I've been sober my whole life, but girl that body's a drug
I can't f*** you baby, I don't want to fall in love
And that's real

Listen long, long enough, you can love me
I'll be just yours, you can hold me
Even let you undress my mind
Save it, play it, watch it then press rewind
I can give you what you need
I can give you what you need
Thinking about the way I had that body in my grip
How the f*** could I let it slip?
Conversing on the phone for hours, talking what we wanted in life
The only thing was you becoming my wife
Long story short, it didn't happen
Well, it's tragic loss of our passion
We couldn't save it and that's it
It's a bitch when I think about it
My boys tell me "Stop thinking 'bout it"
I mean...
I'm a grown ass man, I know the deal
And honestly I couldn't give a f*** for how you feel
Cause at this point
I know it just gets better with time
There ain't no fuc*** sense in me wasting mine
We ain't coming back together
And neither is my heart
I wrote a letter to you I could read it from the start
Without looking at it
It starts with "Fuck you" and it ends right there
I'm sorry, I didn't get very far
It sucks you had to do what you did, stupid as shit
I hope we've grown from being two little kids
My heart ain't yours, and just for Cupid to hit
I'm losing my shit
My life never planned for you in the mix
You were my baby
Nowadays you are a bitch, foolish as shit
Who'd have thought that you would do me like this?
Ruined this shit, it's all wrong and it just grew into this
It went south all because you got influenced and shit
(Damn...)

Listen long, long enough, you can love me
I'll be just yours, you can hold me
Even let you undress my mind
Save it, play it, watch it then press rewind
I can give you what you need
I can give you what you need