Self Medication

Self Medication
Sometimes I feel
The weight of my self conscious caving in on me
Asleep at the wheel
Self medication gets me through those times of need

Another lifetime, another person
Myself once removed these words aren't mine
My emotion, stripped of ego
My honesty, my peace of mind
Do what you want, say what you will
Those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation
I don't need you anymore
Sometimes I feel
The world is out to get me, helpless and I'm paranoid
Too blind to see
The wreckage left behind me of everything that I've destroyed
Sometimes I feel
That I don't have a purpose and life just seems to pass me by
Stagnate in one place
And nothing every changes, I never think to question why
Do what you want, say what you will
Those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation
I don't need you anymore
You could break my legs but I'd still run
I can't deny what I have become
Everything I hate is everything I am
Another freaked out fuc*** up worthless man

I killed the pain of life mundane
Now everything slowly circles down the drain
Can't break free the feeling is way too strong
I can't deny where I belong
Sometimes I feel
The weight of my self conscious caving in on me
Asleep at the wheel
Self medication gets me through those times of need
Another lifetime, another person
Myself once removed these words aren't mine
My emotion, stripped of ego
My honesty, my peace of mind
Do what you want, say what you will
Those words they don't bother me anymore now
Self medication, my salvation
I don't need you anymore