Redemption

Redemption
Walking in the freezing cold
just trying to cool my head
forget everything that happened in the last days
the air in this town is making me sick
with each step I take it gets harder to breath
Well my mind is foggy,
and I can't seem to think clear!!

Get back to the hotel, no messages left for me
lie on my bedroom floor, look at the ceiling
It's oh so white, purer than my heart
It has no stains unlike my conscience
but I don't seem to mind
Am I an evil person? How am I supposed to know?
maybe I'm just weak to temptation and careless about consequences
But do you think I've been too selfish?
Any chances I can be redeemed?
'cause in my weird and complicated crazy ways
I think that I may be in love with you
And now I'm paying for what I've done
and now I can't find peace on my mind
and now, can't get it out of my head
can't even look at myself
and now I'm paying for what I've done
and now I can't find peace on my mind
Oh hell I am paying for my sins