I will not understand

I will not understand
Of course im bad
but could you be quiet
im here to end
our pain x2
I will not understand
why we died on this place
i just know you from past
try to keep
YOU
behind me
behind me

To understand the past
our past
our pain
my own pain
SHUT UP!
i will not understand
why we died
on this motherfucking place
keep you behind me
PLEASE PLEASE
the clock is moving
moving whit us
why?
should i know?
can i see your fear
there is mine
there is mine
thats my!
FACE!
I will not understand (understand)
why (why)
we keep loking (we?)
just let me alone (ALONE)
i will not
not, not
understand, understand
why?
WHY?