No saving me

No saving me
Inside these broken lines
a disruption of our lives
insanity kicks in and all I see
is another dead end
so close your eyes
and escape from what you hide

how long will I take to bleed
there is no saving me
how far will you go to hold on?
I'm better off cutting my own throat
in hope for once that you might hear me
I know I can atleast count on the mess never judging me
I'm breaking out from all I've come to be
alone I've gone through hell
and back to try to feel
and there is no saving me