Cloud (en inglés)

Cloud
The days I'm waiting for a message from you continue
While you still refuse to pick up your phone
I don't know what to do
My mind has gone blank

The rainy days still continue
When I look up the sky is so cloudy
The raindrops
Soaked my cheeks
Gripping my cell phone tightly
I try not to look at it
Telling myself that you will come back for sure
And that tomorrow the screen will light up
With a single "I'm sorry"
Come back to me give me a reply
Please don't leave me alone
I still remember your smile
As you look directly
Into my eyes
Strangling my voice I'm fighting
The inescapable grey days
Show me your smile because it takes all I have
To live through my life while enduring all these pains
I can't find it no matter how hard I try
To search for my falling emotions
I feel like I might just open this door
And run away from it right now
Holding back my tears I'm thinking
With the gaps opened up in my heart
As I look absentmindedly
At the distance I can't possibly touch

It feels as if I'm all alone
Inside the warmth
Stretched out endlessly
When tomorrow comes I know for sure
That you will come back to me
Whenever I open my eyes I'd reach out my hand
To the phone screen without a single change
And another day will start
With a dull pain slowly coming back to me
They're all breaking out and overflowing inside me
Your voice and your words
I'm going to search again as I avoid the crowds of people
For your warmth
And yet I still can't reach you
The stars have set to be replaced by the rising sun
My phone screen doesn't show anything
My heart feels like it's about to give up
I can't put my effort into anything anymore
Another sleepless night is breaking into day
The cicadas are crying
In the morning glow
I've changed my address

Come back to me
With the summer going past winter is starting in this cold weather
What are you looking at with whom?
Spring is coming soon
The second summer and the second winter
I no longer feel anything
But all of a sudden I wonder
If the sorry message will show up on the same cell phone ahh