Distance

Distance
Honestly, I'm embarrassed
I've been so fuc*** careless
Hards in my fuc*** ways
You should not have to wait
I've been so fuc*** selfish
Insecure 'cause I'm jealous
I want nobody with ya
Still got my sneaky link ups
I know I'm wrong for lying
Guess these are my confession
I know I lied so many times that I believed my answers
I know I made you wait
You shouldn't have to wait
Used to beg me to stay
You shouldn't have to stay
You went and found an athlete
Now I hate fuckin' athletes
I was too fuckin' flashy
I couldn't keep it classy
You found somebody wealthy
He gets more paper than me
Honestly, I'm embarrassed
Fucked up, one way to Paris

'Cause when it gets like this, I need distance
I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings
It can get like this in an instant
Soon as I get to thinkin' that ni*** done fuc*** you like I did
Like he sucked you like I did
Does he touch you like I did?
Like I did
Thinking I fuc*** you like I did
Like he sucked you like I did
Does he touch you like I did?
Like I did
I won't let it, sonny
You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is
Fuck whoever he is
Fuck whoever he is
Depression, obsession is selfish
So I'ma just drown in this summer depression to help it
It really ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no
This shit ain't healthy, this shit ain't healthy, this isn't healthy
Booked you a flight to come out to me, you didn't take it
That was the moment I realised we wouldn't make it
Ego was hurt so I went to the port and I booked me a ticket
Had to get missing, I had to get distant

It's in my stomach, this fuckin' hurts, f***
'Cause when it gets like this, I need distance
I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings
It can get like this in an instant
Soon as I get to thinkin' that ni*** done fuc*** you like I did
Like he sucked you like I did
Does he touch you like I did?
Like I did
Thinking I fuc*** you like I did
Like he sucked you like I did
Does he touch you like I did?
Like I did
I won't let it, sonny
You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is
Fuck whoever he is
Fuck whoever he is