Why

Why
When I'm here with no one else
It makes me wonder who I am
Standing alone closed off from the world,
do i even know this terrible girl?
What makes me act the way I do,
Is it all just in envy of you?
Why am I constantly defeated?

See you all together
Makes me wonder why
Although I won't admit it
I know I don't even try
And who do I blame,
over and over again
I take it out on your happiness
and I do it all in vain
When I'm here with no one else
It makes me wonder who I am
Standing alone closed off from the world,
do i even know this terrible girl?
What makes me act the way I do,
Is it all just in envy of you?
Why am I constantly defeated?
I can have anything
With a simple quick demand
Although I can have everything
I still don't have a hand
To hold if I get lonely,
a shoulder to always lean on
A smile to make me feel at ease
and two friends to depend on
When I'm here with no one else
It makes me wonder who I am
Standing alone closed off from the world,
do i even know this terrible girl?
What makes me act the way I do,
Is it all just in envy of you?
Why am I constantly defeated?

Why am I constantly defeated