Involvers

Involvers
Swarms of doubt in every breath
Coldly kissing from bed to bed
I felt the secrets boiling in me
And I felt the regret tearing me at the seams

Your silence is telling and your bruises well lit
Hesitation - and your lips are split
I tried my best to fix the damage between us
And I want you to know that I felt that I was dying
The lies opened up and everything reminded me of you
The darkness hit us like a fuc*** brick
Falling apart with you bit by bit
Your silence is telling and your bruises well lit
Still hesistating - and your lips are split
I tried my best to fix the damage between us
And I want you to know that I never stopped trying
There are moments I return to inside my head
That keep me from acting out again and again
These thoughts that make me feel insane
This fuc*** burning inside my brain
Isolation must be the thing that's biting down on me
We need to feel like the words are real