What If I

What If I
What if I, had driven round the block
To waste a couple ticks on the clock
What if I, decided not to stop
You wouldn't ever enter my thoughts
What if I, found someone else
But I have a void, that only you could help
Maybe met you on a different day
Would I have looked at you some other way

But I didn't
So I shouldn't
Wonder what if I
If I were a little more smart
And learn not to think too hard
What if I were too stable to risk
Push the envelope, I know you can't resist
But if I would gamble according to the odds
And blame my fight upon the will of God
But I didn't
So I shouldn't
Wonder what if I
But I didn't
So I shouldn't
Wonder what if I
What if I, had driven round the block
To waste a couple ticks on the clock