I Am My Own Hell

I Am My Own Hell
I am my own hell
And i have made my home
In a place where no one ever goes
I'll always be alone
I'm learning all kinds of tricks
How to drain the blood out of my face
And spend a summer in bed
So everyone will think i'm dead
When i come back to you
It'll be on my hands and knees

I'd be lying if i said
I didn't dream sometimes
About what it would be like
If i didn't have this life
My legs start to shake
When it's my time to leave