​fell apart

​fell apart
Thought if I ignored it, it'd fade away
Thought that it'd be sorted if I didn't stay
Thought if I numbed it all, I wouldn't have to face it
But guess what?
The more you hide, the more it breaks you

But it just got harder to move
When the walls came in, there was no excuse
I was so far from the truth
You knew me better than I knew you
And I fell apart, fell apart
Fell apart right there
And you saw my heart, saw my heart
You saw my heart bare
Told myself it wouldn't hurt if I just stayed hollow
But I got stuck in my words and it burned to swallow
Thought if I numbed it all, I wouldn't have to face it
But guess what?
The more you hide, the more it breaks you
And it just got harder to move
When the walls came in, there was no excuse
I was so far from the truth
You knew me better than I knew you
So I fell apart, fell apart
Fell apart right there
And you saw my heart, saw my heart
You saw my heart bare