Through Heaven

Through Heaven
And I wake up crying
in a day of clouds and rain
like I want to pretend
to run in descent
To find out that my God
is praying for him
and my enemy
reminds me of earth
and tells me in a dream
there's no heaven

On a distant shore
on the edge of time
we sealed the promise
Of a newfound love
of a story never told
Sung in heaven
I was afraid of chances
I was afraid of being
Love took a turn upon me
and with a kiss, she changed me
I saw the future in her
eyes, the world was a brighter
place, She said "Bye, I'm sorry"
I opened my eyes
And I wake up crying
in a day of clouds and rain
like I want to pretend
To find out I'm dying
And my God's been praying for him
and my enemy is on earth
and tells me in a dream
there's no heaven
And the cradle falls
Past steps cannot be retraced
there's no tomorrow
Fortune seems to be at end
Imagination left the den
I was hurt and I won't bleed
My journey
To heaven
An alone and
God forsaken place

I was afraid of chances
I was afraid of being loved
She took a turn upon me
and with a kiss, she changed my life
I saw the future in her smile
the world was such a brighter place
She said "Goodbye, I'm sorry"
I opened my eyes
And I wake up crying
in a day of clouds and rain
like I want to pretend
to run in descent
To find out that my God
is praying for him
and my enemy
reminds me of earth
and tells me in a dream
there's no heaven
In the end, I'll learn how to swallow my pride
and try to believe in myself
Now what's left of me, a shadow of disdain
Of a kid, selfish human being.