Far

Far
How do I deal with rejection?
I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now
It makes me feel very stupid
Nobody wants you to feel free

Try to watch all on my silhouette
Try to watch on my emotions
Need a few brews, need a plan tree
I be drinkin' in private, don't call me to party up
Fuck on your ni***, f*** cardio
Too good, fell in love right away
I put my feelings on layaway (Ah, ah, ah, ah)
Done being used, done playing stupid
Done faking cool (I don't want none of that shit, I ain't goin')
Done being screwed
Done feeling clueless
That's how you do (I don't want none of that, she got me runnin' so-)
Far
Far, like I don't recognize me
Far, far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far, stay far, it's so far
Lately, I feel less cool than before
(Already under my bed about)
(Don't need you around to tell me I'm special)
Made you check your bullshit at the door
([?] feed my ego, nobody want me to feed my ego)
Always on my mind, trust is on a find
Everything reminds me of us
I just want my sanity back
Better than being your enemy
(Better than letting go scared of that)

Done being used, done playing stupid
Done being cool (I don't want none of that shit, I ain't goin')
Done getting screwed
Done playing clueless
That's how you do (I don't want none of that, she got me runnin' so-)
Far
Far, like I don't recognize me
Far, far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far, stay far, it's so far
I remember when you had me upside down
Stress me out and turn me out, it's all back now (Oh-oh)
I remember when I wasn't so burnt out
I rather be your enemy, ready to let it go
Draggin' me
Far
Far, like I don't recognize me
Far, far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far, stay far, it's so far