This Will Be the Year

This Will Be the Year
Toast to me, hold up my glass, to all mistakes i've made
Good intentions washed away, as soon as spring time came
I danced a summer, fell an autumn, another candle blown
Now winter's come around again, and back where i began
And even though you heard it all, i know you don't believe
Let me keep the last thing left for me
This will be the year, the year

The year i learn to take some time, to stop and breathe it in
To keep a promise to myself, to finish what i begin
Bad habits stop, no more regrets, a step out of the red
Open arms and an open heart to all that lies ahead
And even though you've heard it all, and i know you don't believe
Let me keep the last thing left for me
This will be the year, the year
My faith carries me, i'll keep holding on
And i will (?) to find me, what i've been doing wrong
I know you don't believe, but just for me, can't you pretend?
That you'll never ever hear me say these words again
I know this time i won't be late, this time i will arrive
Save my tears, save my doubts, this time i will try
I know i can be better, i promise i'll be strong
I'll make (?) where i had been, seeing all alone
I know you've heard it all before, and i know you don't believe
But let me keep the last thing left for me
This will be the year, the year