Painkiller (en inglés)

Painkiller
(Listen) Again today, I can’t fall asleep so I just lay in bed
Tossing and turning, then I get up (You know me yeah you know me)
I can’t forget you yet as I think of you, who left after crying and laughing

I wonder if I will feel better if I see you
So I take you out from deep inside my drawer
(You know me yeah you know me)
Are you happy, unlike me? I ask this until my heart is sore
As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much (it’s unbelievable)
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you (it’s unbelievable)
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer killer killer
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer
I crumble down at the repeating days, even I am getting scared
I guess this is what breaking up is all about
(You know me yeah you know me)
My heart that is so broken and bruised hurts so much
I start to cry and search for you again
I’m really scared that I will only remember you forever
(You know me yeah you know me)
I’m in too deep that I can’t forget you
I start to cry and slowly start to go crazy

As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much (it’s unbelievable)
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you (it’s unbelievable)
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer killer killer
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer
I try to erase you but the times that we had
They are all too special to me (Very special it’s very special)
I try to let it all go, I try to wear it all off but
I can’t be like you, even if I try, I can’t let it go
As I hate you so much, I also miss you so much (I need you) (it’s unbelievable)
My exhausted heart tells me that I only need you (it’s unbelievable)
(Pain) killer killer killer (I need you) (Pain) killer killer killer (I need you)
(Pain) killer killer killer (Pain) killer