All My Blessings

All My Blessings
No matter what,
I see what's real
Every imperfection is crystal clear
No matter what,
I can't help but give a fuck
I can't be free and easy
I just don't work like that
I'm not like that

Look into my eyes,
It burns inside
When I view the world I see the lies
Sometimes it can leave me hurt
The overly critical part takes over
No matter what,
I see what's real
Every imperfection is crystal clear
No matter what,
I can't help but give a fuck
I can't be free and easy
I just don't work like that
Like that,
Like that,
Not free and easy
Dumb me down so I can be happy
Dumb me down so I can be numb
Dumb me down 'cause I pick apart all my blessings