So?

So?
To raise a smile, to raise a fist
To kill emotion, to kill love
A velvet kiss, a cut so deep
I can't remember her rainy days
I can't remember
I can't remember her strangest ways
I can't remember

Is it my words so hollow?
Razor smile with lies so sharp
Such a bitter pill to swallow
Like tiny daggers in my heart
I can't remember her rainy days
I can't remember
I can't remember her strangest ways
I can't remember
Lost inside her own self
If only she knew what I know
What she fears the most
For her to be without him