So many times

So many times
So many times i’ve lost and found my way
Running through this dark and painful highway
I’m going straight to my decline
And i don’t see a happy ending for me

So many times i falls again
Vicious circle, i can’t escape
It happens again, it never ends
it’s hurting me, it’s killing me
So many times i poisoned my body and turned it to stone
A body without feelings, no remorse
No apologies, no memory, no friends, no relatives.
Walking by it self, soulless
So many times this pain ruin me
Now it’s part of me, i can’t touch it
i can give up and start all over again
So many times... so many times....