Close Enough To Hurt

Close Enough To Hurt
In this life I've been scarred
So I walk around with my guard
And they quick to say Lil Nuni trippin
I think about my past and get in my feelin's
I think about the people who deserve me
I think about the one's who didn't deserve me
Think about the ones who did me dirty
I won't let you close enough to hurt me

And I've been sayin' to myself, 'I've been movin' low-key'
Cause I don't know you and ni*** you don't know me
I don't need no new homeboys ni*** I'm straight
You can keep your handshakes
These niggas snakes I play it safe
And sometime I wish bae could understand that I am not your average man
Ain't insecure I'm just hurtin'
Tryna find is you worth it
Openin' up makes me worried and new faces make me nervous, Like where these niggas was when we was sliddin' in my Acura, Now they wanna pop out cause them R's is in the back of us
And we be state to state promoters always got them racks for us, New niggas come 'round I disappear like 'Perry the Platypus'
In this life I've been scarred
So I walk around with my guard
And they quick to say Lil Nuni trippin
I think about my past and get in my feelin's
I think about the people who deserve me
I think about the one's who didn't deserve me
Think about the ones who did me dirty
I won't let you close enough to hurt me