My Fuck You to You

My Fuck You to You
Don't show your true colours
Let them lie, follow someone else's dream
One day I'll look back at this and die
But you won't know what it means
To never see me

Did we sail you down river?
Do you run around all day avoiding mirrors?
Do you find comfort in the hate?
Is this abuse too late?
My heart's just bleeding for you
And this is my f*** you to you
By the time you were into my blood
I was all of seventeen
You were the light of my life
And the darkness in-between
Whatever that means
Did they sail you down river?
Do they give you stuff to keep your head together?
When your faith took a call
What are you keeping it real for?
Dumb hearts lie bleeding for you
So this is a f*** you
I used to see you in my dreams
But I could not compete
Then you taught me the value
Of never losing sleep
How you sink like a home
Putting children on the street
Is it anger or sympathy
How I sail you down river?
But you must feel some disdain then I'll forgive you
All day long you are night
But I am vaguely right
My heart's just bleeding for you
This is a f*** you
This is my f*** you to you