Stormchaser

Stormchaser
And breathin's overrated
Stormchasin' and it's gettin' later
I used to love her now I hate her
She's a brain raider

Fallin' in a crater
Of lost memories
I'm so out of hand
I don't even f*** with me
I'm goin' trippin', drunk and slippin'
Sleepin' in ditches, switchin' prescriptions
Bangin' a random hoe and itchin'
I dont give a flyin feces
I ain't one with the human species
Slappin the nurse, tryin' to up my cc's
I fall apart
Take all my pain, turn it into art
Blowin' up a Kmart and blame it all on Mozart
Fuck, I'm surprised I got a deal
Every two hours, I take a pill
That's where I'm at, it's all surreal
I got imaginary friends
An imaginary life
An imaginary wife
And a real knife
Out of here by next weekend
Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin'
And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery

I think I'm losin' my mind
I'm whacked out on Jack and blacked out
Trapped in a crackhouse, full of d-d-d-d-doubt
I got guilt to the hilt
I fight tears and fears
Been out for ten years
Hit a big bump up off the mirror
Find me at www

****************** dot
I came to trouble you dot
Come here motherfucka, take your best shot
Suicidal
Got a lot of demons to fight
I'll probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle
I feel abused to lose the blues
I'll bring my booze
I'm in the who's who's
And dope fiends and floozies in the land preparin' for news
These niggas are never choosy
The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to the forehead
And I'm barely here
Look in the mirror every day and slowly disappear
Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career
Riddles I fear
Staggered out in the street for beer, awww

****************** f*** it
And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery
My heartbeat is racin
Even though I'm standin still, I can't stop stormchasin'
I stole a shell casin'
So close to overdose that night, the day hurts my eyes
Wishin my death to be a surprise
My life should be more
Than four walls and a floor
But that's all that is mine
God give me a sign
'Cause I'm tryin' and dyin' at the same time
I'm not hesitatin', just waitin'
Heck yeah, comin' with a flurry
And like the spice up in you throat
I get you chokin' like that curry
Somethin' 'bout the police and them lights that get me worried
Made a lap up on that bastard in a hurry
Flyin' from the spirits so I got a story
The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray
It's all a can, still its filled with no glory
Top the killer red out at 2:30

And I run away
From the light of day
I am not okay
My soul's a misery