April

April
April, how could
I not have seen
April, you coming
April how could I've
Worn inappropriate clothing?
April, all that careful stepping
Rounding of my soul
And now your rain

April, I feel you leaving
I don't know what silence means
It could mean anything
April, won't you answer me?
These days just seem to crush me
Hatching, collapsing, tumbling down
April, what if I drown?
I drown?
I dream
April, April
Did I want you?
Did I want change?
April, your rain overcomes me