My Medication

My Medication
I push you away until you beg me to stay
Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me
Fuc*** in the head from all the things that we did
But I will never forget I need you, my medication

Have you ever had enough of it
Straight over it, sick of it, can't get ahold of it
Like a drug I need another fix
I'm a moth to a flame and I'll burn for the hell of it
Battle scar 'cause I lost the fight
Every time I take a breath it's like I'm losing my life
F*** it, why am I so dysfunctional?
So irrational?
I don't know what to do
So I push you away until you beg me to stay
Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me intoxicated
Fuc*** in the head from all the things that we did
But I will never forget I need you, my medication
Are you living with the enemy?
Are you affected by the devils that are tryna be a friend of me?
I'm in a place that I don't wanna be
But if I find a way to turn it all around would you follow me?
I'm alive but I lost the fight
It's like the better half of me is on the edge of the knife
Cut it
Why am I so emotional?
Uncontrollable?
I don't know what to do

So I push you away until you beg me to stay
Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me intoxicated
Fuc*** in the head from all the things that we did
But I will never forget I need you, my medication
I push you away until you beg me to stay
Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me
Fuc*** in the head from all the things that we did
But I will never forget I need you, my medication
My medication