My Heart is a Fist

My Heart is a Fist
I surrender i know i've been a pretender
You can have this guilt this misery i wear so well
I wave my flag, i sound the alarm
somebody stop me before i do any harm
I surrender, i know i've been a pretender

i'm living a dead life im staring into the headlights
of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind tonight
crash & burn s.o.s. somebody help me get out of this mess
of a dead life im burning under the spotlight
My heart is a fist
Drenched in blood
My Soul will fight again
Take a look at these hollow eyes-
one last look before i say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare i feel i can never escape
so watch me fall from grace-
watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover i feel i never escape my fate
I see you on your cloud looking down
im on my knees today
but you don't notice me, you don't notice me
Im screaming while i pray
while i pray
you dont notice me
im sick of you...
i am done with you...