The note suicide

The note suicide
Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn
Rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only, cowards only
Try it

Chorus:
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, f*** you off, f*** you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
For weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Chorus
Graves descending down
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
Doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
When a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
Chorus