Tripulación, armar toboganes (en inglés)

Tripulación, armar toboganes
I wish I could tell you
That you represent all the bad things for me
But I cant, I don't dare to
Teach me, can you teach me?
Only the past can challenge
With the beauty of a picture of you
The fantasy will last and there will be no end
Can you teach me?
I want to inform myself I she thinks of me
If that thought is useful

But it doesn't even help
I know it doesn't exist...
Happy I have to be
I don't want to learn,
The process is painful,
But if you are not here
Nothing can I do
What if the best is coming now?(What if the best)
Distance will not exist anymore(Distance will not exist?
But that will never happen
It's too much to ask