Thanatos

Thanatos
Now it`s time, I fear to fell
I`ve been holdin it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I fell unlike
And it`s makin` me scared
That I may not be what I (think I am)
What of us, what do say
Are we both from a different world
Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you
I couldn`t face my life without you

And I`m so afraid. There`s nothing to confort us
What am I, if I can`t be yours
I don`t sleep, don`t feel a thing
and my senses have all but gone
Can`t even cry from the pain, can`t shed a tear now
I realize
We`re not the same
And it`s makin`me sad
Cos we can`t fulfil our dream (in the life)
So I must, let us break free
I can never ba what you need
If there was a way, through the hurt
Then I would find it
I`d take the blows. Yes I would fight it
But this is the one. impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can`t be yours.