I'm Not Afraid Of Dying

I'm Not Afraid Of Dying
I have always liked the sound of rain
i watch it fall as if there's no such thing as pain
try to forget why i am ashamed
is it true i'm the only one to blame?

Why am i alive
just to see the years go by?
oh, i'm not afraid of dying
i'm just afraid of crying
Walking through the streets of my hometown
suddenly i realize i am older now
after all this time i still have doubts
what is it that you have figured out?
Why am i alive
just to see the years go by?
oh, i'm not afraid of dying
i'm just afraid of crying
Why am i alive
just to see the years go by?
oh, i'm not afraid of dying
i'm just afraid of crying
Why am i alive (why am i alive?)
just to know that this ain't right?
why am i alive (why am i alive?)
when i only want to die?