Risouron (en inglés)

Risouron
Risouron (Idealism)
Without turning on the light
Staring into the mirror
The headlights penetrating
From the windows are hitting the rain
My expressionlessness
Is like another person’s
If I smile
It’ll move. The perfume that I knocked
“I’ll always be watching over you from far”
I don’t understand the meaning
Why you chose those words in the end
It’s the opposite of kindness

Lies and fantasy, idealism
Useless self-satisfaction
After you destroy love completely
Please disappear off somewhere
Stop dreaming—face the reality
Unable to withstand
The heavy atmosphere
You only ran away
To the silent end
By myself, all alone
Without trying to escape
Eve n though it always seems I’ll be
Drenched in questions and sorrow
“I’m not fit for you”
How much do you want to hurt me?
Unable to return to lovers, nor enemies
It’s childish yet hopeless
An idealism that even narcissists laugh at
Tears are a form of self-pity
Please leave reality here
Hypocrisy is not needed
Stop dreaming—face the reality
Even the flowers that supposedly
Scatter beautifully; are falling
Forever fighting against the continuing rain

At the curtainfall of love is
A shallow, fake, unpenetratable
Heart. Dripping. Red.
Lies and fantasy, idealism
Useless self-satisfaction
After you destroy love completely
Please disappear off somewhere
An idealism that even narcissists laugh at
Tears are a form of self-pity
Please leave reality here
Hypocrisy is not needed
Stop dreaming—face the reality