Failed Experiment II

Failed Experiment II
I could run away and hide
I could writhe with pain
And I'll sense you're still on my side
And I know I could never love you

I am the eclipse which covers up your sun
I have authority over you which overwhelms
I am your supervisor
No second without your torture
It makes me dead keen on
Full of malicious energy
Pleading and prayer won't help
Instructed to devastate a soul
For a prolonged period
It depressed me a necessary evil
Obsessed by the lack of clarity
Am I the source of error?
That's my own fault
I waste someone's time