Spirit In A Vacuum

Spirit In A Vacuum
Mental Maelstrom beckons me,
To fall into the core.
The Centre of the universe,
Mocks me forevermore.
Who awoke the engine when I could not its key?
Who landed me upon this place,
This island in the sea?

(There's) four or five thousand clouds,
All inside my head.
I'm looking for the mind I had,
How long has it been dead?
Eighteen thousand Million years,
With Aeons in between.
Cannot save me from my fears,
Of things I might have seen.
What did you see?
Who did you see?
Don't want to go back to that place.
Don't want to go back to my soul.
My spirit in a vacuum. Spirit in a vacuum.
My spirit in a vacuum.
Mental Maelstrom, that is you.
You've killed my inner sun.
The sacrifices that I made,
I want them all undone.
You put the engine back to sleep,
When I thought I'd found the key.
Now that I am stranded here,
You return to Misery.
How can I kill the alien mind,
That tries to be me'
I've seen the vacuums eye,
And now I see the thing that I be.

Don't want to go back to that place.
Don't want to go back to my soul.
Spirit in a vacuum.
My spirit in a vacuum.