Hate to feel

Hate to feel
My heart is still broken
Forever my soul is frozen
Still watching the rain fall
For always being alone in the cold

I will stay here until the end
Another day to start
Another day to break my heart
With love, yet without romance
The fragile pieces of my soul
Belong to you
I hate feeling
I would not feel anything
Do not ask why I have to leave
I do not know why still breathing
I do not understand why I still hiding here
All my thoughts of you
saving all my
Love for you
Once again I am living for myself