Constant Contradiction

Constant Contradiction
Don't ask me anymore
how I got to knock the door,
wouldn't be able to understand.
I would die to give it up,
but I feel I can't go back.
I am walking that red thin line.

Sometimes I feel I'm not alright,
sometimes I think that is not bad.
Never reach a final thought.
Sometimes I say what is quite true
without speaking I lie to you.
Constant contradiction.
Live and dream, laugh and scream,
now I couldn't be with you.
I feel high, I go down,
I only wanna be happy.
Don't wanna be the place you are,
but I know that I can't walk.
Without you, yeah, I can't walk.
Being lonely wanna love you.
Being lonely I'd kill to love you.
Beside you get on the run.
Sometimes I feel … (chorus).
I hear a voice far away in my heart,
never gets tired of repeating:
"Come back to me, tonite I'm gonna make you live".