Where It All Started

Where It All Started
[Verse 1]
I shoulda know better
Didn't want anyone to see
How hard it really was for me
Oh, I shoulda know better
I was waiting for the day
The doubts would all just go away

[Chorus]
But they never did
Messed me up hard and I tried, and I tried
And I never wanted too much
I only asked that you don't do again
What all of them did
They fuc*** with my mind, with their lies, deep inside
I thought it was different this time
But I was just blind, and you were a lie
[Verse 2]
Time didn't get any slower
I thought I'd make the most of it
But I just ended up losing it
And I felt a lot like I was drowning
Whеre there was no еscaping
And when I thought I heard them coming
[Chorus]
They never did
Messed me up hard and I tried, and I tried
And I never wanted too much
I only asked that you don't do again
What all of them did
They fuc*** with my mind, with their lies, deep inside
I thought it was different this time
But I was just blind, and you were a lie
[Spoken Outro]
En la primera estrofa de la canción, la narradora reflexiona sobre sentirse vulnerable y ocultar sus luchas internas, esperando en vano que las dudas desaparezcan...