Self Flagellation Attack

Self Flagellation Attack
An impulse I cannot stop,
of self hate higher than everything ever felt.
The red of pain turns to inevitable pleasure,
wrist cut at the speed of light unleashes my bloody torrent of insanity.
Obssessed look at your arm
The will to kill yourself slowly starts.

(Chorus): Discovered at childhood, flagellate has been my fate. To be this young means suicide.
I'de rather slit non stop than drinking or hanging out. I can't avoid this pure insane holocaust... of self flagellation attack.
Time has past, you are supossed to stop,
But the need has doubled the ration.
I've never experienced this load of loathe,
I'm perpetuated to a knife.
Possessed by hate!!!, seduced by evil!!!
Just walk inside your room...and start the ritual again.
(Chorus): Discovered at childhood, flagellate has been my fate. To be this young means suicide.
I'de rather slit non stop than drinking or hanging out. I can't avoid this pure insane holocaust... of self flagellation attack.