Collide

Collide
Desires collide, slowly growing to stone
Starting warm and then getting colder
Bound by on time, no release, no letting go
No letting go

I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on
Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve
I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart
And then blame myself
Hold by your knives, I can't fight them anymore
Oh, every time they cut in deeper
Entrance denied, burnt revealed but never to grow
Never to grow
Stupid denial, you lie
Oh, what a denial, you lie
I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on
Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve
I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart
And then blame myself
I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on

I'm gonna hurt myself, hurt myself
Oh, with the knives that you left in my back, I can move on
Though I know that's not what I deserve, I deserve
I'm gonna pull it out and push it deep into my heart
And then blame myself