Mocking Bird (Car Barz)

Mocking Bird (Car Barz)
Yeah
I got no jokes for you guys this time man, i'm sorry
People are lookin' at me funny
Look!
(Verse 1)
Another day another problem
You can feel it in your chest
You look around and it's like nobody can see that you're depressed
To the point where you can't even fuc*** eat cause you're a mess
Smokin' weed in hopes that this shit could relieve all of your stress
Sometimes it does but other times you get anxiety
Feelin' like these people are plottin' they got they eye on me
The irony
You wanted to be popular didn't you?
To be popular you probably would drop out of middle school
Get drunk and get in fights and fuckin' talk like a criminal
Til your Momma's lookin' at you, like the f*** has got into you
You don't know
So you blame it on the way you were raised
But all you want is just for somebody to say you're okay
See? Yesterday was full of sorrow and you're hatin' today
And you don't wanna talk to people so you stay in your cave
And it's crazy to say
But you've been gettin' suicidal thoughts
You just let em take you over when you used to try to stop
Figure it out and take a second to breath
Cause just the thought of not being here is better than sleep
But i bet if you leave
The people that care about you would lose it
So let that sink in before you actually go and do it
Now stop
See it ain't wrong to feel the way you are
The pain is hard
But in this world you need to play your part
Just make your mark
We're people in different bodies
But you've been so upset that you start to look like a zombie

(Hook)
Another day and it's the same old puzzle
This anxiety has got it's hold on you
The devils in the room and you're hoping he don't touch you
You should look him in his face and say f*** you
Another day and it's the same old puzzle
This addiction has got it's hold on you
The devils in the room, you're hoping he won't touch you
You should look him in his face and say f*** you
(Verse 2)
You're smoking, drinking, and overthinking a lot
You seem to slip and fall when you almost get to the top
So you pour a drink til it stops
Chase it back with a shot
Til you made it past all your thoughts
And start fading fast til you're lost
Yeah I get it
You use a substance to control it
You might feel good now
But you'll be fuc*** up in the morning
Not worth it
Can't afford to be hugging the fuc*** toilet
Avoiding the very problems you got that you're so annoyed with
That liquid courage got temporary effects
Til you end up very depressed
On your bed scared for your death
Wondering what happened
Asking everybody questions
But every night its a head trip
Now you're the one they upset with
So pop the pills that the Doc prescribed you and lay down
Face down
Cause there's no point in staying awake now
You hate how
Everybody judge you like they perfect
They got problems too
But you're just fuc*** up on the surface
You wanna start fresh as a new person with no name
Until you met that girl of your dreams
Her name was Cocaine
When you were younger you promised not to go near her
Shit got weirder now you're scraping a razor across the mirror
You stopped caring
All you think you need is her now
Like if you got an ounce and a bottle this shit might work out
Word
Wow
We thought you had a chance still
Like how you supposed to feel better
When you can't feel

(Hook)
Another day and it's the same old puzzle
This anxiety has got it's hold on you
The devils in the room and you're hoping he don't touch you
You should look him in his face and say f*** you
Fuck you