Blood On My Hands (ft. Evil Ebenezer)

Blood On My Hands
Yeah (yeah)
Look close you can see my scars
And some things we can't change (can't change)
I know life can be hard
But you gotta be brave
I don't think they know me like they should
They can't see my pain (my pain)
I just wanna be good but its hard with this blood on my hands

[Verse 1] (Merkules)
Sometimes I feel like my heart is breakin'
I pour the rest of my soul out, right across the pavement
I'm contemplatin' on givin' up 'cause it's hard to face it
I got some paper, now everybody just wanna chase it
I'm callin' Satan but his voicemail full
'Cause he don't care about my struggle or these risks I've took
They'd rather front on Instagram and get some clicks on 'The Book'
Shits National Geographic and I feel like the Wolf
Shit was built from the ground up, all the kids try to clown us
Now they get ?? like you really get down brahh, yeah
I do this shit from Cincinnati back to Canada
Half these cats rappin' are amatuers tryna act like us
I been on tour with my team and my girl
Well I can confidently say that I've seen most the world
I take a plane every time I change my undies and I put on new socks when I pull up in your country
It's Merk

Yeah (yeah)
Look close you can see my scars
And some things we can't change (can't change)
I know life can be hard
But you gotta be brave
I don't think they know me like they should
They can't see my pain (my pain)
I just wanna be good but its hard with this blood on my hands
[Verse 2] (Evil Ebenezer)
I said it's hard with this blood on my hands
Never had much of a plan, tired of stickin' with same old
I said it's time to start takin' a stand, start puttin' on for my fans and show 'em the reason we can grow
'Cause I just wanna be the reasons locals start and quit
And if you're bad then be better but this is ??
So never get in my way 'cause I been pushin' harder shit
Honestly I want the opposite but that is part of it
I love bein' the underdog it's better when I start to fall
I said I'm ready to get up so you better put up a bigger wall
I been knockin' down those ever since I could remember
But now I got the blood of my demons on me so that's even better
Then when they ready to get in my way
This is the mumblin' I'll never obey
Seein' my scars will sound the alarm
How many chances you willin' to take?
I'm takin' chances 'til I find at least the seed
There's a difference, you just want it and this is the shit I need

Yeah (yeah)
Look close you can see my scars
And some things we can't change
I know life can be hard
But you gotta be brave
I don't think they know me like they should
They can't see my pain (my pain)
I just wanna be good but its hard with this blood on my hands
I don't think they know me like they should
I just wanna be good but its hard with this blood on my hands