Halloween

Halloween
I've Decided I'm done. Don't care to move on.
Not used to losing someone.
If I lost fate, was no choice I made.
I'll accept the excuse of no one.

Your careful silence can't replace,
your stupid smile.
Casseroles and Handshakes, can't restore
Twelve damn years of ours.
You stole me.
I don't care to try again.
They said, "Time will heal, and time will mend,"
And on Halloween, the last time you left
If I knew, you were never coming back,
I would've held on to that last day,
instead of, "Here's your keys,"
the last thing I'd say would be "I love you."
Just in case, "I'm only myself when I'm with you baby."
I'll be with you someday
Take down my mirror,
my pictures of costumes and you.
Put aside posters, and books, and aged fortunes
and all that reminds me of you.
With a pat on the back they say,
"Honey it's time to move on.
I'm sure we can find you a hobby,
now that he's gone they stole you.

I don't care to try again.
They said, "Time will heal, and time will mend,"
And on Halloween, the last time you left
If I knew, you were never coming back,
I would've held on to that last day,
instead of, "Here's your keys,"
the last thing I'd say would be "I love you."
Just in case, "I'm only myself when I'm with you baby."
I'll be with you someday
They don't understand.
We were like this since the first time we met.
We were born holding hands.
Give me flowers and cards
I'll smile all they want
If they give me what I want.
Just give me what I want
I don't care to try again.
They said Time will heal, and time will mend
And on Halloween, the last time you left
If I knew, you were never coming back,
I would've held on to that last day,
instead of, Here's your keys
the last thing I'd say would be I love you
Just in case, I'm only myself when I'm with you baby
I'll be with you someday