The fields of life

The fields of life
Tell me why I stand here again
I cannot seem to make up my mind
And now I'm right where I wanted to be
But still I find it hard to smile

I wait for the euphoria to come
Maybe I've got it all wrong
I'm stranded
On the fields of life
No
Not again, I said to myself
But there you were and shook me around
Dragged me out from the cave in my mind
A place I wanted no one to find
Destiny has always had a way with me
Opened up my lying eyes and made me see
I hope you hear me
When you come too near me
I don't know how to handle desire
On the fields of life
I don't know where to go
On the fields of life
I don't know where to turn
On the fields of life
I don't wanna loose what I have found
A light in the darkness around
Why can't I let go of the fear
And let all my doubt disappear
I depend on the balance divine
Always so hard to combine

I hate the insecurity inside of me
I will always be my biggest enemy
I will always fear me
Cause when no one steer me I will go
Into the fire alight
On the fields of life
I don't know where to go
On the fields of life
I don't know where to turn
On the fields of life
I don't wanna die alone
On the fields of life