Pity girl

Pity girl
Let me get inside your mind
Let’s drive blindfolded on highways until we fuc*** die
Let’s cut up all these lines in bloody suicide
What the f***

I hate my fuc*** life I think I need a sign from Christ
before I fuc*** slit my wrist with this dirty knife
I’m livin in a box swimming tied to rocks
cryin til I’m bloodshot stomach up in knots
I’ve given all I’ve got it’s not enough then what the f***
I’m either fuc*** cursed or I’m just stuck with shitty luck
pissy drunk carving lacerations in my arm &
what the f*** why do my temptations do me harm &
I don’t know what I can do
to keep my fuc*** head on screwed
maybe pop a pill or two or sniff a tube of model glue
It’s obvious I’m vulnerable crude & I’m despicable
All Hail Mary Magdalan but Mary is just miserable
I’m a carbon copy of a person that I never knew
who never was around to see the shit that I was going through
the vanity consuming you is just so fuc*** pitiful
staring in the mirror screaming F*** YOU
same voices & rushes of adrenaline
same noises wishing I was dead again
I’m having back flashes of kissin mama’s casket
it’s just in your mind
same habits same fuc*** shit again
ADD & OCD and fuc*** Ritalin
I’m having all these flashes they’re kissing on my casket
Don’t you pity me
Mama please won’t you lick my wounds & my vices
Don’t pity me cuz I’ll be dead by noon I like it !

Can you see inside my head it’s filled with anxiety
paranoia guilt everybody lies to me
I’m overcome with agony find comfort in my tragedy
casualties catastrophe & everybody’s mad at me
That’s why they took my family that’s why I face insanity
& the world around me never ceases to examine me
pissy drunk shooting sanitation in my arm & WHAT THE F***
why do my temptations do me wrong &
I don’t know what I have done that has me staring at this gun
two steps to oblivion where no one ever pities them
& no one ever pities me look at what you did to me
you’re just so fuc*** victimy cuz no one gave a shit for me
I’m a carbon copy of a person that I never knew
who never was around to see the shit that I was going through
the insanity consuming you you know is fuc*** pitiful
staring in the mirror screaming F*** YOU
same voices and rushes of adrenaline
same noises wishing I was dead again
I’m having back flashes of kissin mama’s casket
it’s just in your mind
same habits same fuc*** shit again
ADD & OCD and fuc*** Ritalin
I’m having all these flashes they’re kissing on my casket
Don’t you pity me
Mama please won’t you lick my wounds & my vices
Don’t pity me cuz I’ll be dead by noon I like it !

NOBODY KNOWS NOBODY KNOWS
I’m a carbon copy of a person that I never knew
who never was around to see the shit that I was going through
the vanity consuming you you know is fuc*** pitiful
staring in the mirror screaming F*** YOU
same voices and rushes of adrenaline
same noises wishing I was dead again
I’m having back flashes of kissin mama’s casket
it’s just in your mind
same habits same fuc*** shit again
ADD & OCD and fuc*** Ritalin
I’m having all these flashes they’re kissing on my casket
Don’t you pity me
Mama please won’t you lick my wounds & my vices
Don’t pity me cuz I’ll be dead by noon
NOBODY KNOWS NOBODY KNOWS
Let me get inside your mind
Let’s drive blindfolded on highways until we fuc*** die
Let’s cut up all these lines in bloody suicide